Tuesday, April 5, 2011

何苦?

不同的人对我会有不一样的看法
奇怪吧?
有人说我很冷,很安静,很被动,很酷
有人说我很自恋,很无聊,很八卦,很吵
有人说我很笨,很没有方向感,很废
也有人会说我很女人, 很娇柔,很基佬
也有人说我很能干,有领导能力,很有责任感

没错,也许有人会不认同
因为他们只看到我的其中一面
很无聊吧?
没错
在不同的情况之下我的性格可以是完全相反的

不同的情况我可以完全放下身段去尝试融入人家
我已经很努力配合
就是因为这样,为了配合
我可以顺应人家的要求,甚至丑化自己
只为了逗君一笑
慢慢的失去自己
可是~ ==

很多人却都没有真正的了解我、关心我
导致很多的错误判断
把我当着逗着玩儿
需要我就叫我一声
不需要我就完全把我当透明,隔在一旁!

咳,算了~
现在在这里真的没有一个真正能够了解我的人

没有了自信, 没有了坚强,没有了自力的能力

现在
就剩下我一个人了
我要为自己而活
我要做回我自己
可是,
这里始终不是我那熟悉的地方

Saturday, March 12, 2011

南半球的孤单

南半球有一个被孤立的小城市
人们通常称她为‘珀斯’
黑天鹅是她的标志
因此我管她称之为‘天鹅小城’



漂泊在遥远南半球的天鹅小城
陌生的环境 陌生的味道 陌生的人事物
我,
思念故乡的感觉日渐浓厚
我,
想念家乡的一切一切




一个白色的丑小鸭仔在黑色的天鹅小城里
显得是多么的孤单无助
丑小鸭仔仍然无法融入黑天鹅的生活圈子
也许,
丑小鸭仔不管再怎么努力奋斗
仍然都是在别人的眼里
永远的丑小鸭仔
永远都无法变成天鹅的丑小鸭



 "Oh, thank Heaven! I am so ugly that even the dog won't bite me!" sighed the duckling.

  这只丑小鸭仔叹息说:“哦,谢谢老天爷!我是这么丑,因此连狗都不会咬我!”



就算再怎么看我
就算再怎么讨厌我
我都以我是丑小鸭仔的身份而骄傲
不管别人怎么看我
我就是我
不需要为任何人而改变

我就是我
来自赤道的白小鸭~

相信明天会更好



He said to himself, " I never dreamed that I could be so happy when I was the ugly duckling!"

  丑小鸭仔对着自己说:“当我是那只丑小鸭的时候,我从来也没梦想过我能够这么快乐!”




Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Say 'Hi' from the Swan City

It has been a long long time since the last update...
okay, let me summarize my journey from Malaysia to Australia~ ^^

Before leaving the country, as a sponsored student, the most important event for us is no other than attending a 'Pre-departure Briefing" from our sponsor, the 'JPA'!
why?? the reason has only one: to get $$$~ wohoo! =P

And this is our last and final opportunity (perhaps ><) to meet with other schoolmates ... >.< This photo was taken in 'the Great Hall' of my pre-U college, "INTEC UiTM" after the briefing ended... they are some of my best friends during my college life ^^

The 'Group of Four': they were my housemates and buddies for the 1 and a half years duration of AUSMAT course in INTEC~ they take good care of me, taught me Mathematics, helped me out in my assignments, gave me strengths & support when i was down or in bad mood, and they were always my best companions....

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After getting the money all all the information needed to study abroad, it's time to have farewell gathering with all my old friends in my hometown... We decided to go for a cruise trip around the Penang island...

Our friendship will last forever and ever....
"Famous SIX" and "Si Da Chou Nv" will never fade in my memory~ ^^
I will never forget the night that we came so close to each other and this is the first time we talked to each other from heart to heart~

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time flies very fast...
<<8th>>
the moment that I dislike the most finally came~
the agonizing DEPARTURE~~~

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Date: 7th February'11
Time: 8.00pm
Venue: Penang International Airport
Event: Leaving Penang for KLIA,
with F6, SDCN & my ex-housemates sent me off at the departure hall


last photo shot from Penang~~~~~~ TT

on board~ (MAS)

Reached KLIA around 10.30pm
and spent a night at Concord Hotel KLIA by shuttle van at 11.15pm.

rushing for the check in process at 5.40am
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Date: 8th February'11
Time: 5.4oam
Venue: Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA)
Event: Leaving Malaysia for Perth, Australia,
saying goodbye reluctantly and hugged tightly with my parents
(p/s: also called Ah ma and my relatives for saying goodbye before quarantined)


My flight details:
07 FEB: Monday, 9:45pm (Penang International Airport --> KLIA)
08 FEB: February, 9:40am (KLIA --> PERTH, Australia)
Bye bye MALAYSIA~~ ><

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Date: 8th February'11
Time: 3.30pm
Venue: Perth International Airport, Western Australia
Event: 1)welcomed and fetched by MASCA members and having an induction session at Consulate of Malaysia in Perth City
2) checked in at Vickery House about 7.15pm and have my life started in Perth!!!!!

First Impression: freaking hot! dry! and strong wind!

Map of Western Australia
(Perth is somewhere at the south-west of the red region)

Flag of Western Australia

Coat of arms

(my name was written in Adelaide beach, written & uploaded by Lee Sha)

---> more photos are available in my Facebook profile ^^

and now, it's one month anniversary since we arrived in Perth on 8th February...
fully adapted to the new environment and start adjusting my mode from 'exploring' to 'studying'...
tons of assignments, quizzes, tests and exam await me!
JIA YOU!!!!!
^.-