十八年前的那个冬至。。。

十八年了！我呆在这个地球已经有十八载了！

我一直期盼着2009年12月21日的到来~
因为总是觉得自己好像一直被困在笼子里 （也许是心理作用吧！）
总觉得18岁了，是时候解开捆绑在身上的绳子，做个被驯服却还是会很野的狮子。。。
呃~好像形容错了
应该是“做个在空中自由翱翔的老鹰”吧！

可惜的是, 事实并没有我想象中的“顺利”。。。
总觉得生日过后：ei,好像都一样啊，没什么改变。
只是现在的我已经不能够再拿：我还未成年哪~ 当作借口了
要撒娇还得顾忌三分，担心会不会被人批评孩子气、长不大呢？
也许，是我太多心了吧~
总之，老样子，我还是我！

“大日子”一早就和最亲的朋友去槟岛古迹区一日游。
真有心，他们知道我对历史古迹最有兴趣的了。
太阳爷爷好像很兴奋似的，一起为我“祝寿”
就这样，我们顶着猛烈的阳光，开始我们的旅程。
虽然怕黑怕热的我，显得有点吃不消， 不过我还是玩得很开心^^

紧接着又是一大堆节目哦~ 就是朋友聚会哦！
今天的我，好像是当了一整天的艺人，一直在赶通告 ;P
最后一场“通告”， 一句话：很搞笑！我们一直拿不定主意要去哪？
在马路上兜兜转转的。。。最后我决定去Sunway!!
虽然惹来骂声（原因是他们以为去附近餐馆吃一顿而已，所以没打扮）
不过嘛。。。我管你们那么多啊~
今天是本少爷人生唯一的18岁叻，当然是我说了算嘛。。。

最后，当然没人与主角，我抢镜头咯~ 镁光灯一直闪不停。。。赫赫！

被阿宏拉去陪他癫~的确有点尴尬

很巧合点了“红绿灯”

haiz, no comment ==

就这样，我们呆在那儿直到整间霸市都空无一人了，被保安赶, 我们才舍得离开
不过之后我们又把整个“摄影棚”搬到户外==
结果玩得太疯了，连时间都忘了。。。（11.20pm?!)
糟了，全家人还在等我回家庆生！过了12am就是22号，我生日过了耶。。。惨！
我就像灰姑娘，马不停蹄地赶在12am前回到家
我马上驾着飞快的车，向老鹰一样冲回家！
还好11.46pm! 还来得及~捏了把冷汗！

“玮航，你长大了哦！要努力你知道吗？”
在爸爸和妈妈的叮咛下，我终于可以正式向大家说：

我18岁咯！我长大了！赫赫>< 十八年前的那个冬至。。。

虽然我才刚呱呱坠地，还对世间的一切人事物没有知觉。。。

不过可想而知，母亲是多么辛苦，

不畏痛楚，咬紧牙根，

任由医生在自己的肚子上划了几刀，

才把我生下来的。。。

因此，每每孩子生日那天也就是佛教的母难日。

在狂欢之余，我内心还是很钦佩我母亲的：

一个柔弱的女人，为了迎接新生命，新呼吸，

竟然能变得如此坚强，强忍着泪水，

把一切的痛都自己吞下、忍着。

我虽然没说出口，

但是我还是要在这里打从心底地说：

妈咪，我爱你！

乘坐的船 The Ship

Dunno y, i just dun have the passion to write blog....
it's almost two months ady since the last time i updated by blog....

What can I say is, a lot of things had happened to me within these two months....
I dunno where to start my words, but what is still in my mind is,
most of the memories are quite positive...

...although I had cried, sitting alone at the corner of my bed in hostel... be lost in thought

haiz, just 4get about it!

Let me continue my previous post.
I felt so disappointed to myself. I didn't do the best as i could in the exam.
What thrilling me is, I noticed that i have changed!
I felt so scared and helpless.... I need to know who am I now....
Why?! y would it happen to me? did I do something wrong?
perhaps, i shouldn't touch on that addicting computer
I am lost now.... totally sick of it!
I know i have no choice now
as I am on the boat now, in the middle of the sea, holding one-way ticket.
it's just matter of whether i can sail directly to the opposite shore or will drown in the middle of the damn salty water....

I have to keep going on... find myself back....
"I know u can do it, just try your best and strive as much as you can.... i didn't force you to b overseas, as long as u have tried your best. We will always be with you."
That's what my mom always tell me.
I know she is trying to console my broken heart, but, i will feel guilty every time she tells me like that, as i know i haven't put my really hard effort into it yet.
I know she is crying at behind.... knowing that her son is not happy and have changed. I think that is what ppl call the mother's love.

That's y i have made up of my mind not to bring along with my laptop over there for one-and-a half month. but...
it turns out of what i nvr expected...
a lot of assignments r being given by lecturer... i am desperately need to use it!
haiz... tat's y i have to spend RM 65+ to bring my laptop here...
I have learn a lesson here...

我现在乘坐的船不止载着我的灵魂，
还载着所有人对我的期望还有父母对我的骄傲和叮咛。
我不能。。。不能。。。让这艘船沉没下去
不能让父母的期望都沉没在冰冷浩瀚的大海。。。
因为我知道，父母一生最大的成就不在于升官发财，而是。。。
而是孩子，自己亲生骨肉的成就啊！
我，知道了。。。
妈，爸！我会努力的！